I AM AGAINST MAMMOGRAPHS, BUT I STILL HAVE THE FUCKING FEAR
Dearest Valdo, I’m writing to say that your thesis, “Paget’s illness, breast and nipple, fear and scalpel” of the the 5th of April 2011 is, to say the least, illuminating. Just to tell you that I had a mammography in 2009, (I was 38 years old) not due to conviction but only due to the pressure of the family doctor (gynaecologist and psychologist) who didn’t refrain from underscoring the family factor (my mother and grandmother both died of breast tumours). Now, as two years have passed, the time has come to do it again. Although you must understand that I am already having two ecographies per year, which is by no means a little.
All because of the fucking fear that I have.
THE PHANTOMATIC OFFICE FOR PREVENTION OF SERENITY
However, there is some important news.
They told me that everything now passes through a mysterious Serenity Prevention System (what else could it prevent?).
The preposed Office will send me an authorization letter so that I can use the service without paying for it, but only after I’m 45 years old. So dear women, if you want these examinations to be done, before that stage you’ll pay from your pocket. Fantastic, I’d say!
THE TERROR IS DELIBERATELY MODULATED
What strikes me most is the planned terror that is hidden behind this apparatus.
Terror that already exists anyway.
Terror that I myself already have.
Terror that insinuates itself amongst all women who are fairly careful about their own health.
Terror that arrives from every possible imaginable source, from every TV channel, from every medical consultation, from memories I have as a child.
From my colleagues, for example, capable of only telling stories of friends and cousin’s wives who suddenly found they had cancer, “even though before this they always felt well”, “even though they’d always had their check-ups”, “even though they always ate fruit and vegetables”, “even though they’d always done some sport”.
FRIENDS WHO EAT SLICED HAM DIRECTLY FROM THE BUTCHERS WRAPPING PAPER
They just give up shrugging their shoulders at an inescapable destiny that just seems to touch one rather than another. Shrugging their shoulders at a god who probably finds one just getting on his nerves more than another. Shrugging their shoulders at a destiny which doesn’t seem to be connected to anything but complete unconditioned misfortune. And between one fear and another, they open their shopping bags at lunch-time and feed themselves with slices of cured meat directly from the butchers’ wrapping paper. And obviously even without bread (ahh, it makes me put on weight), and without even the shadow of any vegetable (Tsa, it makes me feel bloated)
I ADORE THE RIGHT SUGAR
One of them looks at me disgustedly, as I devour my third apple. “All that fruit will definitely make you feel ill. And what’s more, it contains loads of sugar, don’t you know?” “Sure, I know. And in fact I adore it. It’s my favourite sugar; the one I decided to continue eating when I threw refined sugar out of the window, together with coffee, tea, chocolate, aspartamene, fizzy drinks, ham, cutlets, shrimps, melted cheese slices, parmesan, and all those things that the Regime Alimentarius calls the body’s building blocks”.
HUMAN WEAKNESS AND INDELIBLE MEMORIES OF YOUTH
And when I think about these things, I also can’t help getting upset with myself and my contradictions. How can one be afraid of a mammograph exam, that I don’t even have to have done? This is where human weakness comes in.
The indelible memories of my mother who one day was there with me, happy and serene, and who one month later found herself unexpectedly in a hospital bed, devastated by the cursed chemotherapy. I remember the tearful eyes of my father who even now brings me, every other day, some packets of food (like the army K rations) which turn out to be little cubes of lard (for frying things, no?) or fried brains (D’you know how good they are?).
THE FRIED BRAINS AND THE LARD IN THE RUBBISH BIN
Dad, I’m vegetarian-vegan, like those who don’t even eat eggs, and not even milk, I repeat. It’s all completely useless. He looks at me and he doesn’t listen. It’s the same story every time, and every time I throw his lard, his ham slices and the little fried brains into the rubbish bin, no longer able to think of some poor animal brutally annihilated.
WILL WE WOMEN EVER LIVE SERENELY?
As usual, I’ve been prolific. While I only wanted to say a quick hello, and hoping to see you at the meeting in Genoa on the 30th of April. By that date I will have had the mammography done, or maybe not. Will we women ever manage to live our lives simply in peace?
A big hug.
WOMEN, EXALTATION AND INSULTS
Hello Simona, as usual every time you take hold of a pen, you hit the bull’s eye. In contrast, you make me think of the words of a hit song of many years ago. “Woman, we do everything for you, Woman, just to please you, Woman, just for a kiss, for a Yes, for a No. Why? Because you’re a woman, the joy of life! Woman, a splendid fable, you and you alone are that desire that a man calls love”. Today these words sound like an insult, seeing that women are harrassed blasphemously, almost as if there existed a plot to make them mad, neurotic and unhappy.
THE MARTYRDOM OF WOMEN TODAY
Between mammographs and ultrasound scans, breast and vagina removals, and full femminine-AIDS style anti-papilloma vaccinations, women are being demolished, offended and martyrred in body and soul, and in both their maternal as well as their erotic beauty. A violence which is not second, or inferior to that of insidious pedophiles and vile rapists.
TO BE A WOMAN PHYSIOLOGICALLY, AND NOT TO BE ACCEPTED AS SUCH
Ironically just yesterday, a splendid girl from the South, phoned me because of her problems with a menstrual cycle that is plagued with difficulties and inconveniences. She also confessed that in her case the psychological aspect of the problem was primary. I am a 100% woman, but I always wanted to be masculine, she confessed openly. In me there is an authentic refusal of the menstrual cycle, which creates a situation of antithesis and a mental block which ends up interferring with the delicate cleansing mechanisms of my femminine body.
THE PREVENTIVE REMOVAL OF BREASTS WOULD FRIGHTEN EVEN A DR JEKYLL
And, only a month ago, my artiche “Horrifying Preventative Removal of the Breast” tells of a young Italian woman who allowed her breast to be removed as a preventative measure, based on an absurd and anti-scientific presumption of a future disease, based on a generic tendency of her family. An avantguard technique called bilateral preventitive mastectomy, with the complete removal of both breasts, with the conservation of the nipples and the original skin covering, and the insertion of silicon protheses. Not even Dr. Jekyll, from Robert Louis Stevenson famous novel, would have been capable of such brutality.
THINGS HAPPENING IN CHINA MAKE US SHUDDER
News that arrives from China, is enough to make our hair stand on end. And China is extremely important because in future, it will become an example, the one to create most of the new tendencies world-wide because of the weight of its social and cultural model. In China where having more than one child, is a crime, no parents want a female child. They aim for male offspring who will be able to sustain the parents, whereas a female, at maximum, will be captured by someone and without much ado, will end up being subtracted from the family. The introduction of ultra sound scans and advance knowledge the the sex of the foetus, has unleashed a national drama abortions. A kind of race to interrupt the pregnancy and abort when the being in the womb is found to be female.
OUT OT THREE HUNDRED MILLION BIRTHS, ONLY FIRTY MILLION ARE FEMININE
As the communist-capitalist Celestial Empire lacks even minimum ethical, religious reservations, no-one has thought of putting a brake on this disgusting, disgraceful phenomenon. Now it seems that the authorities are searching for corrective measures. Finding themselves with 300 million new borns amongst which only 50 million are feminine, will mean falling from the frying pan into the fire. Today, in little Singapore, women are numerically in excess and unable find husbands, which already represents an individual and social drama. But tomorrow in China, exactly the opposite will happen, except that the numbers will no longer be 4 times, but 7 or 8 times more. For a man in the future, finding a woman will be an arduous undertaking. Or maybe an invitation to mass gay marriages?
ALL WE LACK IS THE FRANKENSTEIN COW
Not thrown off balance by this, disjointedness, another Chinese horror is without doubt the Frankenstein cow created by the State by inserting human genes in 300 productive female, for the industrial production of genetically modified human milk. In 10 years it will be sold in supermarkets. And so finally mothers will no longer have to breast feed their children.
Transgenic cows, even while they will look identical to normal ones, will produce milk containing the human protein lisozime that protects new borns from infections, and lactoferine that reinforces the immune system.. If something were to go wrong (which often happens) there will be the risk that all the newborns of tomorrow instead of being able to say “Yes” or “No”, will only say “Mooh”! And then if some of them start growing tails …or a couple of horns on their foreheads, at least we’ll know who to blame!
IN INDIA THE SITUATION IS EVEN WORSE
Even without such a Chinese law penalising more than 1 child, in India the situation is probably even worse, as there is an added reason for female infanticide: at great expense, and at the mercy of ignominity, fathers have to ‘marry off’ their daughters by paying dowry to the husband’s family, while male children bring in dowry. There also, daughters are ‘lost’ to the families of the husband, and are not potential bread-winners in a society where there are no pensions to support old people, forced thus to rely on their children for this. Those who can’t afford scans and abortions, simply kill the female babies after birth! The statistics are staggering, and this in a country considered to be the birth place of ethics and religion!!!)
CEREBRAL SCREWS WHICH TURN IN THE WRONG DIRECTION
I’m not sure if I’m making myself clear, but it seems that humanity’s cerebral screws are really turning evermore in the wrong direction. As a male I don’t pretend to be better than many others, on average. I’ve gotten up to mischief, and would like to be able to continue doing so in every department, due to which I don’t even dream of giving hypocritical lectures and lessons on morality. Gotten up to every kind of mischief within innocent limits, in good faith and without violence, I have to make it very clear. I love women in all their aspects, be they saints or provocateurs, chaste or sinners, mother or lurers, frigid or generous, ingenuous or astute, pretending to be stupid or super-intelligent. I know for sure that a world without women would not only be the end of humanity, but would also mean dying of boredom.
MORE WOMEN AND MORE POWER TO WOMEN
The world has an urgent need of women, more women, and also more power to women. However of women who are not living samples of real or presumed illnesses, and even less easy clients of medical and non medical charlatans. The world needs healthy women who have babies and who even know how to breast feed and wean them, without ending up in the uncertain hands of specialists called pediatricians too often competent in incorrect experiences. The world needs rebellious women, who fight, who are proud, responsible, independent, sweet when necessary, but free and indomitable when someone wants to disorientate, frighten or enslave them.
MAN FAILED FOR HIS MANIFEST INEPTITUDE
Also because man has given ample proof of his ineptitude, above all in the last years of his history.
Who invented Aids? The CDC (Centre for Disease Control) in Atlanta. Who invented the Papilloma Virus, transforming innocent verrucas into a horrible feminine version of Aids? Always the same CDC in Atlanta, a cove of debauched, manipulating males.
Who launched, not by error, but as a criminal plan, the atomic bombs on Hiroshima (where 350,000 died) and Nagasaki (where 80,000 died), after the non-atomic bombardment of of Tokyo and Kobe had already killed more than 100 thousand people?
The American military strategists, obviously male.
The same ones who’d already bombarded the city of Dresden, causing 130 thousand deaths, and the city of Rome, where 3,000 died in one single night in the San Lorenzo quarter.
And we are speaking of civilian, not military, deaths – so ordinary people of every kind, including women and children.
ATOMIC ORDINANCES TESTED ON JAPANESE CITIZENS, BUT NO TRIAL FOR VIOCTORIUOS AMERICA
The Hiroshima ordinance called Little Boy contained 60 kg of Uranium 235. That of Nagasaki was called Fat Man, and contained 6 kg of plutonium 239.
They represented the 2nd and 3rd atomic detonations after the first, tested in an American desert.
A kind of nuclear experiment on the skins of real people!
It was necessary just to see how many it would kill.
If one doesn’t test, one doesn’t know. And how clever were these new Yankee men, that grew up in the cradle of the Atlantic civilization!
WHAT CAN ONE EXPECT FROM THESE KEND OF PEOPLE?
What can one expect from pioneers guided by the frenzy of conquering the new lands they had reached in others’ territory? What can one expect from those who enriched themselves by destroying the lofty Red Indian civilization, and enslaving the blacks captured on the coasts of Africa, and massacring one by one all the bisons of North America, selling little bottles of petrol as a medicinal panacea to the unaware population? What can one expect from those who created an indissolubile marriage between American Standard Oil and German Farben, and financed Hitler, the Holocaust and the deportations? What can one expect from those who, at the farcical trial in Nuremberg, absolved the counsellors of the Farben so that they could calmly get back into German industry, relaunching themselves as Agfa, Basf, Bayer and Hoechst?
TOO MUCH PEACE IS HARMFUL. WE NEED THE THIRD WORLD WAR!
Ok, but we were at war! You can’t judge wartime facts in peacetime. America won, it demonized the enemy and sanctified itself as the ones who liberated the world from Hitler and Mussolini, as champions of liberty and democracy. And no trial ever took place regarding the atomic bombs on Japan, which needed to save human lives, and not instead to massacre the inhabitants of an entire city. Now after 50 years of relative peace, during which there was an extremely bloody conflict in Kores, as well as a frantic discharge of napalm and other bombs on Vietnam, and interventions if Iraq and Afghanistan, the young boys are again champing at the bit. Too much peace is harmful, they say. We need a thrid world war. We need a New World Order. They have to provoke it by pitting populations, ethnic groups, races and religions against each other. They have to pave the way for imperialistic ambitions of bankers, petrol giants and multinationals who deal in meat, seeds, pharmaceuticals and vaccines.
NO MORE ATOMIC EXPERIMENTS, ONLY ELECTRICAL ONES WITH MANY SUSPICIOUS AND LITTLE PROOF
Everything is written as scripted, it’s all like a game decided at the table and well in advance of the arbitral corruption. It’s all a farce. Atom bombs are no longer needed. Even Khomeini’s Iran has them. Today’s weapons are even more powerful and sophisticated. We are talking about electromagnetic shocks generated in the HAARP centres in Alaska and Greenland. Electrical explosives that travel freely on pathways traced out by chemical trails, and which can provoke hurricanes and climatic changes,
earthquakes and tsunamis, whenever and wherever they want them. But who are these fellows? Bilderberg’s little boys! The sons, the descendents, the porters and the boot lickers of the plutocrats of Standard Oil and Farben, of the Seven Sisters of the petroleum industry, of the bankers, of the usurers and speculators whom we should all know by now.
YOU WOMEN ARE MUCH MORE THAN HALF OF THE SKY!
Already Pythagoras, a master who never made a mistake in anything, had firstly understood the greatness of women, admitting them without any discrimination, into his school in Crotone. Leaving the world in the hands of a restriced masculinist, war-mongering oligarchy, would be complete and total folly. If I could leave a message to the Feminine Universe, without stooping to adulation, I’d say, “Women, don’t ever be sorry for being women”. You were not earmarked at birth. Rotten luck does not blight you by chance. Keep yourselves far away from dairy products, from meat, from all kinds of sweets, from salty snacks, and from overcooked food. Stay away from coffee and cigarettes. Stay away from medicines, vaccines and supplements. Stay away from the regime of inorganic chemicals, and you will see, nature will no longer trip you up.
You are not half of the sky, as Mao Tze-Tung said, but at least three quarters of it!
Valdo Vaccaro – Technical Director AVA-Rome and ABIN-Bergamo. English translation by Nandini.